Pizza

Pizza and drinking will be my downfall. Thank god for not having a place to store snacks. Supposedly I could be 85 a little after Christmas.... This excited and scares me. What's it like to be normal? My antidepressants are working which just means I dont wake up everyday wishing I didn't which is nice I guess. I'm confused about a lot of things and im worried im crossing a line with a current friendship. Should I back off? I dont want to. But its getting me all confused and... What I devolve to more self destruction?