STFU

I'm a fucking wreck of a person and its stupid to think that that will ever fucking change. Why try so fucking hard when nothings changed? A huge part of me wishes I could just fuck off and leave everything behind. Become someone completely new start the play over, pick a new part and this time not fall out of character. Keep my secrets to myself. Stupid overly sensitive bitch.

Living alone

I don't know if I'm ready for it. Am I making a mistake? I'm worried I'm just going to super regret it later.

Complicated

I did something really bad... But I don't regret it, I think? I guess more then anything I regret not regretting it. I muddled everything up and just ended up confusing myself. Maybe I'm just being stupid and hungover. I need to think.